So, I've put something on this site. Wow. Yeah. You can clap your hands now. I'll bow.
I'm down. Guess nothing changed at all. And I'm still watching Bitter Suite. Not much to say, I indulge myself in fictional worlds which I'm safe in. I've always been a big escapist. Movies and booze - that's all that keeps me alive now. Quite sad. I'm a pathetic escapistic depressive alcoholic lesbian. How can it be possible worse? Oh yeah, I can murder someone. And go to jail. And end up with all those butchy criminals who would take advantage of me. Oh yeah, that's awful. So... who needs a suicide?
I took a trip to my past obssessions and now I'm stuck watching LaFemme Nikita and I'm reminded how I loved that show. It was brilliant. Next thing I know, I got for my birthday 1 season. I have to share a secret - when I was a teen I fell for Michael. Seriously. I loved him. I even wrote a fan-letter to him. To Canada. Yup, I was a lunatic. But go see the series, watch the sexual tension between Nikita and Michael - you MUST admit that for a drooling teen who dreamt about love, it was really something. Especially that their love was nothing like candy sugar kind of love. Oh yeah, I was a sucker for LaFemme Nikita.
And, of course, I continue my adventure with Xena. Let's face it - it's the best classic lesbian series ever made. No denying. The love is in the air. I probably shouldn't watch things with happy couples in them. Makes me more depressive. But, heck with it. if I can't have my own lofe, let me watch fictional life.
That's the way I was drawn to Otalia, I guess. new fandom, new obssession, old me.